And what better way to enjoy MLP than to break down animation cycles! This video should help aspiring animators. Provided they can handle obscene amount of pony in their lives.

Making me forget everything that I felt like saying just a couple of minutes ago. I have no idea if this is just me getting old or some sort of disease getting over me.

Ah oh well.

I love Pinkie Pie and My Little Pony. If you just found out about this through this post, then I must have not been talking with you that often. I don't remember a day when I don't praise my almighty Pinkie Pie at least once in a group conversation.

And the latest episode of MLP just proves why I love her so very much. Even if you don't really want to watch MLP, please do me a favour and just watch this clip at least all the way through~

I can't help but smile after listening to this song for 6 hours straight. X)

SPOILER ALERT! At the end of this post will be a poll.

My scar from that football game is still wet and bleeding. It looks like a seahorse too. Now I'm starting to judge my decision to wear long pants this sunday or just wear shorts. But I wanna wear a bowtie. Black shorts, white shoes, white shirt, bowtie, imaginary sunglasses.

I would look like the biggest dork that came out of WWE.

No offense kid.

Anyway, in case no one noticed, I have been undergoing this "I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION" phase. If you didn't realize that, then I am a much bigger tsundere than I thought I was. Yes, my petty wiles were just to get someone to pay a little bit of attention to me. No. Not a little bit. A whole lot of attention. But I already feel much better now. All it took was a bunch of people on battle.net to remind me how pathetic I really am and that I should just shut up. Coffee always makes things better.

I have had regular 5 cups per day now. If you think I will die of diabetes, you got it all wrong. I am gonna die of diabetes and over-caffieeneneeanationssssnnnsssss. I have no idea how to spell that honestly and I am totally not bothered to actually do any spell check.

Oh that brings us to the topic of this poll. Should I remove all old posts and start from scratch? Should I just clean up all the posts and keep the content? Should I change the layout, cause I'm boring?

Reason being, I am not liking how I skip the aphostrophes and commas and all the other english shit when I read back my old posts. Not that I actually went through all of them. I know I am a little fucktard who wouldn't bother with proper punctuation last time. So I am guessing I will not really like it if I read through my old posts. Thus my little desire to burn everything to the ground.

And by remove, I really mean delete. Not hide. Not copy into another archive. Delete, permanantely. Even that heartfelt letter I wrote a couple of posts ago in that fit of sadness. Fuck that fit of sadness. I want to cry again.

Time for some coffee.

Hmmm is there anything I should be talking about? I already complained about money, attention craving-ness and a little bit of some other. Guess I should have a nap and start revising if I wake up.

IF I DON'T DIE FROM DIABETES AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Fuck.

Value has changed.

It's no longer about effort or time or balance. Its an endless series of proxy battles fought by marketers and profits. Value and its consumption of life has become a well oiled machine.

Value has changed.

ID tagged minimum wage workers carry ID tagged bar-code scanners, scan ID tagged goods. Corporate brainwashing inside their minds enhance and regulate their abilities. Genetic control. Information control. Emotion control. Battlefield control. Everything is monitored and kept under control.

Value has changed.

The age of appreciation has become the age of profit. All in the name of averting catastrophe from a new great depression. And he who controls the profits... controls history.

Value has changed. And when the market is under total control... Value becomes routine.

- Adapted from Solid Snake, Metal Gear Solid 4, "War has changed"

ok i can do this. *takes out calculator*

i spend about 4 dollars on travelling everyday. if i have lectures on 10 days, i need to spend 40 on.... fuck.

ok nevermind that. i have 10 bucks in my mom's ezlink. so that makes it 30 to spend on travelling. and 20 for normal stuff. if i buy bread, that will last me a week. so that amounts up to 10 bucks.

sweet i have 10 free bucks to spare! thats as much as 5 doublecheese burgers! XD

I originally wanted to wear a fedora, a bright shirt and shorts for tomorrows lecture. when people will ask me if i was going on a date, i would laugh at them and then say "HA! I HAVE NO DATE BITCHES!". i would then proceed to go to a girls toilet and cry like the sissy i am. i have been to a girls toilet before. it was kinda scary.

anyway i wont be wearing anything fancy shmancy tomorrow. i feel like wearing dark colours; but then i already do most of the time. so the jokes on me, i wont be doing anything special this valentines day. i barely have enough money to buy a new jar of coffee for myself.

sometimes i wish for things. like on valentines day, a holy saint will slowly ascend from the sky and his magnificent radiance will shine upon me with majestic life and brilliance. i would cower before this holy being of grandeur and bow my head in shame, for all the masturbation i have done. the saint will tilt my head up gently from my chin and smile. no words will be spoken. only a gift of kindness and generosity will he bring me. he extended his reach and stepped aside to show me this gift he brought from the heavens. my eyes were glazed from the brightness that rained from the gift. as my eyes accustomed to the light, i could not help but smile and tear up as i saw her. she was beautiful. i now have a life-time supply of coffee.

i also wish i was funnier. bitches love the funny.

ah fuck this shit. ill just keep it to myself. people wont give a damn about me getting depressed over a lost card.

You could love me or not
But either way I’ve got to
Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning
You could love me or not
But either way I’ve got the sunrise looking in my eyes
And i know i could love you or not
But either way you’ve got to
Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning

I’m not getting used to my new solitude
I’ve still got a photo in my wallet of you
I’ve got to stop my self
From picking up the phone and just calling you
I’ve got to keep my emotions together and forever
So don’t be afraid
I can’t erase memories with the actions i seize
And I can not erase your smiles and your eyes
With your hair in the breeze
And the only way for me to move on
Is to write it in a song that life goes on
And I’m kicked off this earth
With no one to hold its getting cold and my chest hurts
You could love me or not…
What will the world bring?

You’ve got to be strong
Your story goes on and on
Even though our page is gone
Cos theres a world out there
And even though it aint fair
You’ve got to not be scared cos i swear
I’ll always be true to you
Forgetting your smiles and eyes i could never do
Your love is skin deep with me
You could never be replaced
Even though you know my heart is free
Don’t be afraid….

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